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  terrified but waking up, child abuse, suicide etc.

  by anon1028 in

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  im new to this forum, i dont know where else to post my story, sorry if im wrong for posting this on this subject.

  as i begin to wake up from being in the org i thought id introduce myself to this forum with how i was raised in the org..., ive been beginning to look at everyones stories from being raised as one and how they left, and i find comfort in knowing im not alone, so maybe another young person like me will find the same comfort reading my story.

  as you can tell by my username, i am posting this on an anonymous account because of fear of what the elders would do to me and my parents if they found out who i was.

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  James Jack

  Just remember the Elders are only High School Graduates with limited Education and no formal training on most subjects.
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  terrified but waking up, child abuse, suicide etc.

  by anon1028 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  im new to this forum, i dont know where else to post my story, sorry if im wrong for posting this on this subject.

  as i begin to wake up from being in the org i thought id introduce myself to this forum with how i was raised in the org..., ive been beginning to look at everyones stories from being raised as one and how they left, and i find comfort in knowing im not alone, so maybe another young person like me will find the same comfort reading my story.

  as you can tell by my username, i am posting this on an anonymous account because of fear of what the elders would do to me and my parents if they found out who i was.

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  James Jack

  I'm so sorry for your pain. I was a long time hardcore Elder. When I stopped serving and started my fade, I reached out to several young people (4) that needed help, but because they "were spiritually weak", I didn't. I apologized to them. One now is in a rehab center after several arrests for drugs and theft. She has had 2 children taken from her for neglect. My heart pains for her, but I reached out to the "Summit Organization" to assist them in any way I can.

  Please be strong! I'm sure there are those unknown to you that really care about you! Become active in your community by volunteering your time to help others. This will give you true satisfaction and a purpose in life! And perhaps, along the way, you can find that life partner that will be that Rock, Supporter, and lifelong friend.
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  2 More Letters Arrived! (as of 2020-06-09)

  by Atlantis in

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  2. friends

  2 letters arrived.. .

  2020-06-04--directions relating to covid-19----6 page letter.

  2020-06-04--announcement.

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  James Jack

  Please send to me
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  Breaking: Beards in The Watchtower

  by neat blue dog in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  the latest issue of the watchtower shows a man with a beard praying.. .

  i fully expected to see him 'progress' to clean-shaven in the following pictures, but instead he is still bearded when 'applying bible principles'.. .

  i then realized that he was already featured on the cover itself.. .

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  Sigfrid Mallozzi

  You made my day! Beautiful Pictures.
  
  
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  5 More Letters Arrived as of 2020-06-04!

  by Atlantis in

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  5 more letters arrived today.

  1--2019-11-08-proposal to merge the congregation charity into the kingdom hall trust-------------------2--2019-11-information relating to the merger with the kingdom hall trust-------------------------.

  3--2020-01-minutes of meeting of the charity trustees-1.

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  James Jack

  Please send me anything from here on.

  James
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  The Next Mega File Folder!

  by Atlantis in

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  2. friends

  mega file folders grandpa is putting together for me.

  the first one was the boe's, forms, and manuals from 2010 to 2020 mostly english.

  the next one is the german mega folder with boe's, forms, and manuals, 2010 to 2020 english and german files.

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  James Jack

  Please put me on your mailing list
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  Sign Of The Times by Carl Jonsson - Want to Borrow

  by AnonVet in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  i have read both of franz' books and am almost done carl jonsson's first book.

  i was able to get this material as .pdf and read for free.. i hate to sound cheap, but i cannot find the sign of the times in .pdf.. does anybody have a link to it?

  or can i borrow your copy and mail it back when done?.

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  James Jack

  I would like to read a review of the book
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  Lingering doubts and internal debates

  by Huxley1979 in

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  2. friends

  hello, i am in the beginning stages of a slow fade.

  over the years i have become more and more dissatisfied with the beliefs, teachings, and organizational practices of the organization.

  i no longer have faith in it.

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  James Jack

  Although I stopped going to meetings a year ago, I still pray to God every day for direction and understanding. Nothing yet, but I always want to feel accountable to a "Higher Being". In my case, not having accountability to a "Higher Being", will cause me to go down that "Rabbit Hole" of no return.
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  Tips for a Slow Fade

  by Huxley1979 in

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  i'm a born and raised witness.

  i was an elder for almost 20 years.

  almost the same in fulltime service.

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  James Jack

  My life mirrors yours. About 4 years ago, I signed up with my local Chamber of Commerce and started attending their monthly luncheons, new business openings, public events etc. I have met some really great people and formed friendships with them. I contacted 3 cousins that I ignored for the last 40 years because of the faith, apologized to them for my detachment, and now I have meaningful relationships with them. Went to my 40 year High School reunion for the 1st time, a friend from High School was the lead singer in the band and invited me to sing a Beatle song that we used to sing in high school on stage. It's like we never missed a beat.

  Then, I contacted my best friend from high school on Facebook, apologized to him for dumping when I became a JW at age 22. My wife and I stayed with him and his wife for 3 days and had a blast. Now, they are coming to spend a week with us. My point is, you need to take the first step in reaching out. I'm very involved with my community now. We stopped going to the meetings a year ago. One Elder and two current CO's have been texting me a lot lately, I just text back, "I'm heartbroken and depressed that we are well into the 21 first century and that The End, that was supposed to come before the end of the 20th Century never happen. My wife and I have a combined 38 years of Regular Pioneering, Monthly RBC Projects, Convention, Assemblies work because we believed the Organization!"

  Now, I'm 61, tired, broke, have no retirement, and working 3 jobs trying to survive. "Where is this promised paradise?
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  2020-May-16-S-147-E--Announcement in English and Spanish!

  by Atlantis in

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  2. friends

  if you are on the email list these letters are already in your refrigerator.. 2 letters arrived, the same letter in english and spanish.. 2020-may-16, s-147-e announcementif you are not on the email list, reply below if you want the link put in your pm box.petra!

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  James Jack

  Please add me to your regular mailing list.